Sunny days never fade away... In saipan

So amazingly, I am beginning to love the sun. I am naturally light skin, light eyes, blond hair and have a terrible past relationship with the sun. But now we get along quite well. We go to the beach together, walk in the park together. Its beautiful really... Haha but for real. I came here thinking I could never tan. But the thing is, I was so scared to burn at home (too scared of the aging effects I guess) that I never went in the sun. But now, being that I can't help but be in the sun here, we actually have a thriving relationship.

Of course my arms are right now the darkest thing on my body. But, I think if I can make a week of laying out for awhile every day, then this hot mama will be a TAN hot mama!

I honestly think the coconut trees and palm trees everywhere kind help though. I mean how could you not enjoy a nice warm, I mean HOT sunny day with palm trees? Ahhhh how amazing it is where life has taken me already these 25 years....
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Life's Surprises

It has now been almost 2 months since I arrived here in Saipan. I cant believe how fast time is passing by. Now that I am happy, it seems weeks go by in a heartbeat! It is amazing how since I have been here, I dont worry or think about time or what day it is... I know now what people mean when they say "Island Time" :-)

I put in an application at one of the nice resorts here on the island. The Pacific Islands Club Resort or the PIC. I put in for housekeeping. Something that , in helping mom with the houses while I was home, I knew I could do. Though I tend to be more of a people person, I honestly right now just wanted a nice job, in a nice place, that was pretty stable. And that I could kind of come to work, do my job, and get home. I know that might sound terrible, but, dont worry, my train of thought has def changed.

I got a phone call from the secretary of the Executive Director of Housekeeping there for an interview. Of course I was free, and excited so we got it set up for the very next day at 1:45pm. Holy hell was I nervous! I called Jan right away, excited.

So the next day, after prepping myself for a good hour, I headed to my interview. When I drove up, there was a parking spot right there. I was way early, so I called jan again for some moral support. (talking with her has always been the best cure when I need to be calmed down ) :-)

Walking up to the Employee entrance, I started to feel a tad nervous, but confident. That morning, I sat down and had watched the dvd The Secret. AMAZING! If you have never seen it, just WATCH IT! If anything its a good boost of positivity for yourself when you need it. So, I was feeling pretty good. I checked in and was called back. I followed this short local girl down the concrete halls of the resort. Chairs lined the edges and broken lamps sat there waiting to be fixed. She told me to take a seat and she will be with me shortly. Of course I was sweating terribly, being it was so hot down there. She called me into a room and asked me to sit again. So I sat, as straight as possible with my ankles crossed and my pocketbook in my lap. I kept pushing the nerves down the best I could.

Finally I saw a small petite lady come out of the office which sat behind the door I was facing while sitting and waiting. She had on a white polo and khaki pants. She led me inside and closed the door behind us. Now, I was WAY nervous. She seemed to get straight to business. Looking at my application up and down. Asking questions about my experience. She said she liked I had had so much of it. And all of a sudden, as I sat in that chair in that unfamiliar office, telling myself, your getting the job, i want the job, im awesome at what I do.... she began to get comfortable with me. She asked why I was here, told me her story of how she came from hawaii and fell in love with the island here and has been here with PIC for 10 years now.... and we sat and laughed. She even thanked me for allowing her to open up and share with me.

The interview turned more into what felt like employeer/employee meeting one on one. We were laughing and sharing, and she asked me questions about my character and I was giving her the most honest answers... and the best part, was that my most honest answers, sold me! I didnt have to lie... well except to say that Im a tidy person outside of work... though since I have been here I AM! haha

So, she began to tell me about the positions. What a housekeeper there did, all the areas. Laundry, room attendant, and the grounds/common areas. She then told me how there were so many supervisors on staff also.... aaannnnddddd that she was looking for another.......... *cue heart racing like mad NOW* ...... she looked at me... and asked me if I would be interested?! I sat there, looking at her Im sure shocked as hell. SUPERVISOR?! OMG! All I could say was, YES! Of course! haha.... she laughed and said, " I know its going to be a lot of work, and learning, but I know you can do it".....

There comes a time in your life, and hope we all feel it at some point, where you are given WAY more than you expect! I knew that I had started my day rocky, but in changing my thoughts to positive, and happy, and excited about the interview, here I am being told that she "doesnt want to sound biased, but I am the one she wants for the job"!!!!! Of course, she told me that she still had other applicants to interview, but she really seemed like she wanted me for the job!

SO! I WILL GET THE SUPERVISING JOB! That, my friends, is what I will be telling and have been telling myself and the world since that moment. When we were done, she gave me her card, and we laughed a little more and she told me that it should be roughly a week, and if i wanted to see about the progress to give her a call! WOW!

I will tell you now... when I walked out of that room, I think I was 10 feet tall! At least thats how i felt! Passing the next interviewee, and saying bye to the girl who brought me back there, i knew I had the job.

Now, (though I am not going to allow myself to think this anymore after this sentence) If I was NOT to get the supervisor job, or they couldnt afford it (she said that might happen) then, that is ok. I know or think haha that I will def at least get housekeeping room attendant.

*deep breath

* and release.... damn.... it feels good to BELIEVE in myself!

Foods

Here is a small collage I made of some of the foods I have tried. I have had Vietnamese, Chamarro, Japanese, Thai....

Shake, rattle, and OMG

So, today, at 344pm I felt my first REAL earthquake. I know the first night I was here I felt a tiny one, so tiny i thought it was just a neighbors door shutting. But today, I was sitting at the computer, and I felt the same thing. I looked around to see if tasi boy was maybe laying beside the chair and itching, but he wasnt. Just as I was texting jan that I felt a tremor, it really began to shake for maybe 3-5 seconds. I know thats not long, but for an East coast girl, it felt like the biggest known to humanity! haha

The whole entertainment center was shaking and I was trying to stand to get to the boy. He ran to me right after and once it stopped I went to the balcony to look out. Of course, I wouldnt see anything, and of course everyone outside this apartment were fine. Driving like nothing, walking around like nothing. Maybe I imagined it? How the hell could I?

Then the phone rang. It felt comforting to hear Jan on the line. Asking if I was ok and telling me that it was indeed a good almost scale of 5 earthquake. I am not sure what made it happen. I know there have been some volcanos around that have been erupting and having some life, so maybe thats all it was... all i know is... its been almost 2 hours and I am STILL shaken up!

When ants fly.....

So, I know this one will be a short post, but i HAD to share...

This morning on our way to go feed the doggies, Jan turned the car AC on pretty high. I started to see these little things flying out of the vents and onto me and tasi boy who was sitting comfortably in my lap. I ignored it at first, thinking it was nothing, then realized.... ANTS!!!!

About a week ago, I had mistakenly left some mentos in the car. YES. Sooo we were greeted the next morning with a colony of ants taking over our car.

Needless to say.... THEY ARE NOT GONE!!

I hope to bring out my killer side, and fix this problem, so as I can finally enjoy sitting in the cool air on a blistering hot day here in the pacific ocean.......

Doggie Days - kinda sad

Jan and I both love animals, especially dogs! Here on the island are, I have no idea how many, dogs that roam the streets. They have nowhere but under cars to sleep and are lucky to find food and water. Well, Jan and I currently are feeding 3 of these dogs. We even have 4 others here at the apt in the parking lot that we feed.

There is Brownie here at the apt.

Brownie 2 at the airport. I had a picture of him but not sure what happe

ned to it. I will try for another. He is an all brown street dog. Very sweet, gentle. Has been hit before. Has bad legs in the rear and is hard for him to run, but just seeing our car, he comes as fast as he can.

And our newest addition, the saddest, lil princess. Jan saw her one day while working and we have been feeding her every day. Its so sad.... I hope to get a good picture of her sitting in the tall grass under her tree.

Jan saw her one day when she was working. She is so skinny! She stays under this tree beside the road. Right now there are construction workers there, and she is STILl right there. We drive there every morning looking for her. It tears into my heart when I see her and all the other doggies here that are suffering. But, we are doing the best we can, as 2 people. We cant afford to provide as we would like, so they get doggie bisquits and food scraps, bread, anything we can muster up. Leftovers go to the babies, as we say.

Jan and I keep dreaming up this ranch home here, were we could bring the doggies into the yard and make sure they are fed, have water, and feel safe. It is very sad, but, it feels good to know that today, when we are able to feed them, they have had a meal.

If i had the money, I would fix all the dogs, put those who are suffering down, and take all the ones who still have a chance and give them the love they need. :-(

Days to remember

Well today started off like any other day. Lazy, tv, music. Though I did walk 2 miles this morning. Then jan decided we should go riding. I know its so simple but I love riding around with her and tasi. I don't care where we go, its just nice to be out taking a car stroll around the island together. We got lunch. Parked on what they call a dock but is a piece of land that juts out in the water and you drive on it. There were some men coming in from spear fishing. here are some pictures, they are a bit small but for some reason i cant get them bigger. ugh haha

After lunch on the dock, we drove up towards the mountian. There she showed me some of the places. Amazing land! Amazing VIEWS! Saw where the governer lives.

She also took me to this religious shrine here. I want to research it some so I can add the history to this and I have awesome pictures. This shrine is in the side of the mt. The roots from the trees above are like enveloping the mountain! The pictures will def show it!

THEN she took me to these apartments. Valley view apartments. OMG I fell in love. Ok, at first glance you are like, um no. But... When we drove around to the front and I saw the mountain and the lagoon view I was in love! Flame trees, coconut trees! It was QUIET!!! I just was in awe. We took a look inside. Awesome places. So, please please keep me in your thoughts, prayers, fingers crossed!!!! It has some perks on distance but... When I think of me and my lil family here , sitting there together... Sigh... Haha

On the way home we stopped at this store on the mt. Expressions. I loved it! It is run by a woman from the states, Alison. She sells so much! Wine, candies, jams, spreads! Scrapbooking things!!! It was awesome! I might even look into emailing her and asking if she would ever need some part time help around there. Maybe run like a class or something in scrapbooking or arts and crafts. Hey, it cant hurt right?

I love every day I have given to me in my life. And knowing I have an amazing partner to share this life with is breathtaking. No matter how many times I see the same flame tree, just seeing it with her beside me makes me enjoy it more and more every time!