I realized that I had begun to let life drag me by the hand again, instead of pacing myself on my own. It's so easy for us to let go of the wheel which steers us down the path of life. But, when we do that, we lose control of what happens! I am slowly getting my grip again and pushing life's driver out of the way and full speed ahead it is baby!
I am still attending NMC and found out a week ago that I will be graduating with my B.S. in Elementary Special Education in May 2014. Hmmmmmmm.... To jump for joy or to hang my head in "it will never get here" shame. I, instead am focusing on this semester and that is all. I'm hoping that doing so will preoccupy myself so time will pass by faster. At least my grades are all A' s as of now. That is a goal I have been trying to meet... Straight A' s. And since I am a true believer in getting what you believe in, I KNOW I can do it!
Saipan has been nice lately. Nice warm days and nice cool evenings. I lost sight of what was around me (during that time I allowed someone else aka life direct my every move) but now I can see and smell the earth again. For those of you who are so caught up in life's agenda for you that you forget to stop and look around you, I am sorry. Not only dots the joy in my days come from my family, but from liking a3 the trees, taking the more scenic rout home, saying hello to a stranger, pulling over and watching the ships out past the reef or to say goodnight to the sun. Those tiny moments are what fill those unfulfilled moments in the day. Those moments that add up, and over time take over your emotions. You must remember, we are part of the earth, and earth is BYwhat we go back to when our time for this life is over.
Here is my philosophy:
Karma. Treating others, and animals how you would want to be treated. When you die, your next bout might be as that same person our animal which you abused in some way. Also, that animal or person may be your own "deceased" loved one... Karma. Just let go of false anger and resentments and allow yourself to feel life!
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